Saturday, April 9, 2011

Sweetness



Paige turned around to claim her prize and there it was, gone.  She had been distracted for only a few seconds and someone had stolen it right out from under her nose.

Her focus had been disrupted by the fish monger yelling at his wife, berating her in public, again.

"How could you be so stupid?"  he yelled.

The poor woman cowered beneath her husband's withering gaze.  Sadness seeped from her pores and filled every wrinkle on her face.  His words, like a spade, had dug the furrows deeper and deeper over time and her eyes showed nothing more than broken resignation.

Paige quickly turned her attention away from this display as it always made her very uncomfortable and as she did so her eyes sought out what was rightfully hers.  It was gone.

She had been browsing the butcher's stall, trying to decide between the short ribs and the sirloin tip, when for some reason she had looked toward Kim's Fruit Stand and there it was.  A glorious, golden, globe sitting atop a pyramid of lesser globes.  She had abandoned the butcher and walked, purposefully, towards it.  She could taste its juicy essence, already, and she could imagine its sweet ambrosia dripping down her face.  That was when she had been distracted by the fish monger and now it was gone.

She walked dejectedly towards the crime scene and looked around for the culprit.  There was a young boy of perhaps six or seven standing at the till.  Her precious peach was on the counter and he was, earnestly, counting his change to pay for it.

He walked away, forbidden fruit in hand, and an eager smile upon his face.  Paige watched him as he strode, steadfastly, and was surprised to see him stop at the fish monger's stall.

"Grammie," he said, in a delighted voice, "look what I found for you!  Your favourite."

As the fish wife looked up to greet her grandson, a transformation occurred before Paige's eyes.  It was amazing.  Her whole face lit up as she accepted the prized peach from his proud little hands.

"I bought it myself, Grammie!  With my own money."

Paige walked away with misty eyes and a smile lingering upon her lips.  Her craving for sweetness had been completely satisfied.

Submitted to The Red Dress Club

This week's prompt was to write about a treasure that was stolen from you or your character, and what you did about it.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

A Pearl For Your Pain



This poem is about my struggle with anxiety and the hope that the pain will be worth it in the end.

Palpable
Pulsing
What sets it off?

Paralyzing
Consuming
How long will it last?

Debilitating
Destroying
Just try to focus.

Creeping
Seeping
Permeating my existence.

Throat closing
Heart throbbing
What does it want?

Circumstances
Situations
Fuel for the flame.

Helpless
Childlike
Riding the wave.

Surrendering
Succumbing
Trust in the flow.

Listening
Learning
What does it want?

Excavating
Exfoliating
Deeper we go.

Grating
Grinding
A pearl for your pain


Friday, February 11, 2011

Morning and Sun


I could never have imagined the way this day would turn out.  It started out like any other sunny, summer Sunday, maybe a little hotter than some.  I leisurely drank my coffee while sitting on the deck basking in the early morning warmth.  Little yellow birds flitted from bird feeder to tree and the tiny hummingbirds buzzed the voluptuous, red fuchsias that spilled from the hanging baskets.  The tall trees swayed majestically in the soft wind that already carried with it the promise of the heat that the day would bring.  It was that precious time of the day when the dewy, freshness of morning mingled with the strengthening sun before the sun slowly climbed his way higher into the sky, ultimately, smothering his moist, young lover knowing, though, that he would see her again as he made his way back across the sky.  Ah, perfect.

I looked up as my husband came out and sat down in the chair beside me, coffee in one hand and newspaper in the other.  He reached over and stroked my forearm, affectionately.

“Good Morning,” he said.  “How are you doing?”

“I’m doing well.  I am just sitting here soaking up this glorious morning.”

“Well, don’t let me stop you.  I am just going to have my coffee and read a little of the paper and then I will have to get going.  My flight is at 9:30.”

“You’re leaving me, again.”  I smiled at him.

“Yes, I’m leaving you, again, but I’ll be back on Thursday.  Not so bad.” 

As he fixed his concentration on the newspaper before him, I contemplated my husband.  The years had been good to him and he was still a handsome man.  The two of us were opposites and we had always had our separate interests, but like Morning and Sun, when we came together for those fleeting moments, it was very good.  I was no longer dewy like Morning but he was still my Sun…and my moon for that matter.

I sat thinking of the life that we had built together.  It was a good life even if he was often flying all over the country due to his work.  It had always been that way.  Even though it was difficult at times, the kids and I had just learned to accept it because we all knew how passionate he was about his job.  That was just one of the many things that I loved about him.  When he was home, he was a wonderful father and husband.

The kids were grown now, both of them nearing thirty.  How did that happen?  Where did the time go?  The hopes for a grandchild was soon to become a reality as our daughter was getting ready to have her first child and I loved watching this peaceful woman emerge as the baby grew inside her. 

Our son was a different story.  Like his father, he had the wanderlust and had been traveling off and on for the last few years.  My biggest fear was that he would fall in love with some lovely girl half way across the world and never come home to us, but I was very happy that he was following his heart.  Life was good.  Life was very good.

My husband drained his coffee cup and stood up to leave.

“Gotta go.”

I stood up as well and his arms circled me.

“Love you.  I’ll call you tonight from the hotel.”

“Love you too.  See you Thursday.” 

He bent down to kiss me and I lingered in his embrace for a moment.

“I can’t wait until we actually have time to travel together.”  I couldn’t resist the one little dig.

He frowned, slightly.

“We’ve talked about this before.  Just a couple more years and I will be ready to retire.  Then we can go wherever your little heart desires.  Okay?”

I smiled up at him.  “Okay.”  I said, wistfully, “I just can’t wait.”

“I know, me neither.”

He kissed me again and then left.

I poured myself one more cup of coffee to enjoy on the deck while I decided what I was going to do for the day.  Maybe, I would go to the farmer’s market to pick something up for dinner.  My daughter and her husband were coming as they often did on Sunday.

I went inside to grab a piece of paper and a pen so that I could make a list and as I did so the phone rang.  I laughed to myself because I thought that it was probably my husband phoning to make sure that I wasn’t brooding.  I looked at the call display and didn’t recognize the number.  Deciding to take a chance, I answered the phone. 

“Hello?”

The hesitant voice of a young girl answered, “Hello, is Brock Stantworth there, please?”

“He’s not in but this is his wife.  Is there something that I can help you with?”

There was a long pause in which I thought that, perhaps, the caller had hung up.

“Hello.  Are you still there?”  I asked.

Her voice was barely a whisper but the words were unmistakable.

“Yes, I’m his daughter.”

Then the whole world shifted.


This post is written in response to a prompt over at The Red Dress Club"This week's prompt asked you to begin your piece with the words, "I could never have imagined" and end it with "Then the whole world shifted."